but i am not
chinchillas would not be quiet to let me sleep (their cages are in my room)
yep they both look to be going to sleep now WTF they have no plans today they don't need to be getting ready for a stupid wedding shower in about an hour.
I am pissed all i know is i will need to mainline some sort of caffeine. but the problem with that is i don't really like coffee. I will need some coffee sort of drink to make me stay awake well i guess this extra time to kinda figure out what makeup to use. since my shirt is brightly colored i guess i will do a neutral eye but i want to use pink lip and cheek colors in honor of what appears to be a lovely spring day.
I may be using my MAC well dressed blush and maybe i will use my MAC pearl blossom beauty powder I think 've maybe used it once. I want to use my yogamode beauty powder too but i may just use the pinky one i need to brighten up my face especially if i have had no sleep.
makeup do not fail me now. I only have one concealer too and i generally don't use it. hopefully it's good enough to cover what i need to be covered.
i need to look awake
I wouldnt count on a FOTD especially with no sleep

did the vases tonight for the shower
Mom wants to know what everyone thinks of them

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ok we also did a prototype for the shower favor the netting circles we bought were too small so we had to improvise
there will be a tag added with a saying on one side and their names and the date of their wedding on the other but that wasn't printed out yet this is just a trial run
also scaled down click for larger

Dad didn't call (from what we know) to get his results from the CT scan. so i have no update for that yet... hopefully tomorrow.

it's raining again we just had water in our basement yet again over the weekend from getting a ton of rain (just over 2 inches)
we are supposed to be getting a ton of rain tomorrow afternoon HOPEFULLY the worst of it goes south, I am really sick of sucking water off the floor.

Mom and i went back to hobby lobby to get some more stuff for the bridal shower. we are almost done with all this crap the shower is sunday.
we got ribbon to tie around the vases we bought for the flowers and ribbon to tie up the party favors. We have to print out the tag things we have for this thing mom bought a heart shaped hole punch so we could have fancy holes for the stupid ribbon.(not like anyone will notice)
I have to say hobby lobby has a ton of crap for scrapbooking maybe i should try that out huh or i could do what i had been doing and do it with digital scrapbook pages and maybe one day i'll get them printed out.
Hopefully i'll have enough pics of stuff to do something like that. I do take lots of pics of my cousins and stuff when we han gout so who knows.
Ok i should try going to sleep since it's 1am and i have to watch the kids tomorrow but i am just not feeling that tired yet.

my brother stopped over here earlier he had Kelly's crib and changing table with him Liam is getting a big boy bed and his own room soon and kelly wanted to get the crib and stuff out of her house and i know my mom wanted to get a crib and changing table in case Evan ever sleeps over here or anything. Even if they come over to visit i guess it's nice to have the changing table and the bed just in case they are here and he's crabby for sleep or something. can at least put him down for a nap without worrying about him rolling off a bed and what not.
NOW we just need to figure out where to put it lol that spare room upstairs is getting kinda full lol. I should take a picture it's a disaster in there.
I thought my mom just wanted one of those small porable cribs or something but now we have this full blown thing. I mean i guess if i ever get pregnant and we still have it it'll be nice.. but my getting pregnant is kind of a longshot at this moment in time.

ok well dad went for this CT scan Wed. I was supposed to go with him but he left without me for some reason.
Supposedly he had changed his mind about having someone go with him. When my mom told him when she was home for lunch a little before that I was going to go with him.
He is supposed to call for his results on monday.
My mom says that he better call when she's home so she can hear what the doctor says.
She's also going to ask the doctor if they had told my dad what they found when he was still in the hospital after his surgery or just recently like he claims. Sorry but my bet is on they told him what they found back when they did the surgery in october. They generally don't NOT tell you when they find cancer and all of a sudden spring it on ya like "oh yea btw didn't we tell ya, sorry our bad" yea that doesn't happen in a hospital.
If she finds out my dad is telling the truth about not finding out til just recently then she will let the doc have it well if she find out that my dad is lying she's probably gonna kill him.
So if you see a woman on the news for killing her husband  its probably my mom.

In other news we got the favors for the bridal shower. mom wanted to do something a tad different and she got these little mini teacup tealight candle holders they are very pretty. i took a couple pics but i didn't upload them so i will have to add the pics to this post when i do that.
I just can't wait til this shower is over I am sick of all the shit that needs to be done for one. Remind me to not have a "shower" if i ever get married. I'd want something very informal just hanging out  maybe go bowling or something sing karaoke or something  hell of a lot better than hoity toity bullshit that's for sure.

( tealight holder pics )