MA - Kirsten Dunst "powder puff" 2

"for women who are 'difficult' to love."

"for women who are 'difficult' to love."
Warsan Shire

you are a horse running alone
and he tries to tame you
compares you to an impossible highway
to a burning house
says you are blinding him
that he could never leave you
forget you
want anything but you
you dizzy him, you are unbearable
every woman before or after you
is doused in your name
you fill his mouth
his teeth ache with memory of taste
his body just a long shadow seeking yours
but you are always too intense
frightening in the way you want him
unashamed and sacrificial
he tells you that no man can live up to the one who
lives in your head
and you tried to change didn't you?
closed your mouth more
tried to be softer
prettier
less volatile, less awake
but even when sleeping you could feel
him travelling away from you in his dreams
so what did you want to do love
split his head open?
you can't make homes out of human beings
someone should have already told you that
and if he wants to leave
then let him leave
you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
something not everyone knows how to love.
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Writer's Block: Interior Decorating

When you were a kid, what posters and pictures adorned your room's walls -- TV/movie stars, singers/bands, athletes, Einstein, bio-hazard warning signs? Why were they worthy of display (and did your parents ever yell at you to take them down)?

I had pictures from bop and teen beat and tiger beat and all those kinds of magazines. it was all the popular 80s stars and New Kids On The Block. No one ever yelled at me to take stuff down.
DC - Dutch Harbor rainbow

Merry Christmas (to those who celebrate)

Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas...
I hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday season!!!
I am waiting for my brother,sister in law and kids to come over to open presents... ok it's 9:30am and they will not be here til this afternoon, but I woke up at 8am and could not get back to sleep. I may try in a bit.