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Jun. 11th, 2010 03:34 am (UTC)
Oh, girl...that is good in theory but not in practice.

I love to swim, but have not been to a pool or beach in years...esp since I gained all this weight...being fat is bad enough, but having pasty white skin and cellulite is not to be seen in public worthy...

I promised myself when I was thinner (I wouldn't say "thin" because I thought I was fat, even then)that I would never become a "what" as in "you should see what's on the beach. I would look at people and wonder how they would step out in public like that. Didn't they have mirrors in their houses????

Knowing what I was thinking then, I can only imagine what people would say about me now...no THANK YOU! Those suits in that article are BEYOND ugly...the plus sizes colors are fucking horrendous!!!

Jun. 11th, 2010 03:42 am (UTC)
I am a fat bitch and i have two bathing suits. I just got a new one which doesn't totally fit me correctly since I am pear shaped it's a tad too big on top.
this is the suit I just got but I will also wear my other swim dress that I have. I normally visit the tanning beds before summer so my fat is tan fat but this year I did not do that so I will be white until I get my summer glow
this is my new suit that i got at lane bryant
Jun. 11th, 2010 04:03 am (UTC)
That's a very pretty suit!I'd probably wear capris or a stretchy something under to hide my flab and cellulite...ugh....
Jun. 11th, 2010 04:13 am (UTC)
it's a tad revealing in the boobage area lol more so than i am used to. the swim dress i have now is more loose in the dress part. its kind of like an empire waisted dress thing it goes fuller right under the bust into the dress. in my new suit I might have to do a little bit of sewing to make the bust area work for me. it says it fits double d but my boobs are too small... not something I am used to that's for sure lol my boobs are usually too big for stuff.
I love to swim so fuck it man, honestly if someone doesn't like it I don't care I am gonna lay in the sun and swim if I am at my aunt's lake house or whatever.
I am really trying hard to let go of my fat girl shame. granted it doesn't always work lol BUT... I am doing the best I can with it.
Jun. 11th, 2010 04:14 am (UTC)
I have to admit though in the new suit it's a tad more clingy than my other suit so... I am a bit nervous about where it clings to my rolls lol but I am really trying to get past that and enjoy my summer.
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