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bit of a confession..

for years I have found myself not saying everything I have wanted to say here. keeping it light.. blah blah blah
I had a blog over on yahoo 360 way back when and I would talk about everything.
I had a comment about how my thoughts were a downer or whatever so since then, since someone came to where I was writing said this, I changed. I didn't go as in depth here.
I might friend lock some posts if I do decide to go totally into talking about feelings and all that. I've said before I've had to do that since people have been reading my blog to gleen info and that isn't cool. Especially using my thoughts and feelings for nefarious purposes.
I've been thinking about this the past few days.
I am one to not tell most anyone how I really feel. There are very few people I let in and know exactly what's going on with me. I need to be able to let shit out bottling it up sure as hell doesn't help.



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Oct. 14th, 2010 06:32 pm (UTC)
very true. Thank you :)
Oct. 14th, 2010 03:11 pm (UTC)
I agree with magsmom - this is your journal. You decide the content that goes in it and if someone doesn't like it, they can lump it.
Oct. 14th, 2010 06:32 pm (UTC)
thank you too sweetie
Oct. 14th, 2010 07:38 pm (UTC)
I had a comment about how my thoughts were a downer or whatever so since then, since someone came to where I was writing said this, I changed. I didn't go as in depth here.

That sucks.

As much as I am an optimist and a positive person, I think that our spaces are our spaces and should be treated with the respect they deserve as should their owners.

If you wouldn't go into someone's house and say it, you shouldn't say it in their LJ.

Sorry someone did that, but you are entitled to feel as you feel.

And you are entitled to keep your space safe.

Thoughts and prayers to you.

Oct. 14th, 2010 07:55 pm (UTC)
Thank you sweetie.
Yeah of course not all my thoughts are positive as much as I try to be a more positive person I do have negative thoughts and here I was sharing my feelings on things and told I was too much of a downer and negative. After that I really didn't post much of my feelings on things. I wish I still had those posts from 360. I wrote almost every single day about stuff going on in my life.
I did copy a few of those over to here but not all of them.
I know the animosity of the computer lets people feel they can say more than they would to someone's face, but I would never tell people how they feel is wrong. or to make their posts more fun cus it's a bummer for me to read about how their lives are actually going.
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