Yea i did end up with feelings for one of my best guy friends. I think he had liked me for awhile b4 then, but nothing came of it. when i finally realized i liked him he was dating someone, so I never told him I liked him.
he was the kind of guy that when he dated a girl he cut out all his friends that were girls (ok he cut out most of his guy friends as well from what i heard).
So I didn't hear from him much after that. then a few years later i heard he was getting married.
He's married now with a kid or two. But I miss him all the time, not in a romantic way but I miss his friendship.
I also miss his mom. I loved his mom and would call his house just to talk to her sometimes. She always called me her future daughter-in-law.